{"id":3068,"date":"2016-11-16T12:18:43","date_gmt":"2016-11-16T10:18:43","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/lila-spirit.ro\/wp\/?p=3068"},"modified":"2016-11-16T12:18:43","modified_gmt":"2016-11-16T10:18:43","slug":"mihaela-p-mergi-inainte-mergi-pe-cale-indiferent","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/lila-spirit.ro\/wp\/?p=3068","title":{"rendered":"Mihaela P.: Mergi \u00eenainte, mergi pe Cale, indiferent\u2026"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><strong>Mergi \u00eenainte, mergi pe Cale, indiferent\u2026<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Maestrul exist\u0103, \u0218coala exist\u0103, avem tot ce este necesar pentru a evolua, doar s\u0103 vrem, doar s\u0103 practic\u0103m, indiferent&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><strong><em>Doar s\u0103 practic\u0103m &#8230; <\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n<p>De ce e important s\u0103 practic\u0103m, mereu, constant, am spus noi la curs &#8230; de aceea e bine s\u0103 venim \u0219i la curs \u0219i la practic\u0103!<\/p>\n<p>Practica te sus\u021bine, te ajut\u0103, te cur\u0103\u021b\u0103!<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>De fiecare dat\u0103, dup\u0103 ce practic se mai d\u0103 jos un strat, \u00eenc\u0103 unul \u0219i \u00eenc\u0103 unul&#8230;\u00a0apoi revin la curs \u0219i aud o informa\u021bie pe care am mai auzit-o de foarte multe ori, \u00eens\u0103 acum are alt\u0103 \u00eenc\u0103rc\u0103tur\u0103, p\u0103trunde mai ad\u00e2nc, ajunge unde trebuie &#8211; ca s\u0103 <em>o aud\/simt<\/em>\u2026<u>,<\/u> da, <em>abia acum <strong>o<\/strong><\/em><strong> <em>aud sim\u021bind-o<\/em><\/strong><em>!<\/em><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Practic\u00e2nd, ajung <em>s\u0103 simt<\/em> programul \u00een care rulez, pe care \u00eel repet:<\/p>\n<p>&#8211;\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 am de mers la sal\u0103<\/p>\n<p>&#8211;\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 am de mers la servici<\/p>\n<p>&#8211;\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 am de \u00eenv\u0103\u021bat<\/p>\n<p>&#8211;\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 am de condus<\/p>\n<p>&#8211;\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 am de ..<\/p>\n<p>&#8211;\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 am de &#8230;<\/p>\n<p>&#8211;\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 am de&#8230;mereu, mereu am de &#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Practic\u00e2nd mereu, constant, ajung s\u0103 simt cum rulez programul, c\u0103 rulez programul, c\u0103 este acela\u0219i program. Pot schimba lucrurile, pot deveni, prin practic\u0103, mai con\u0219tient,\u00a0pentru\u00a0ca, la un moment dat, s\u0103 ies complet din program \u0219i din obi\u0219nuin\u021b\u0103.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Apoi, supercon\u0219tient, s\u0103\u00a0r\u0103m\u00e2n \u00een\u00a0aceea\u0219i sim\u021bire \u0219i pe strad\u0103, \u0219i \u00een ma\u0219in\u0103, \u0219i la serviciu, \u0219i la pia\u021b\u0103,\u00a0\u0219i\u00a0acas\u0103&#8230; mereu \u00een aceea\u0219i sim\u021bire, indiferent de situa\u021bie, de loc, de\u00a0conjunctur\u0103. Nu mai exist\u0103\u00a0separare \u00eentre \u201cam fost la sal\u0103, la practic\u0103\u201d \u0219i \u201cacum merg acas\u0103.\u201d <em>Nu mai ies din lini\u0219tea t\u0103cerii \u201ccea bun\u0103\u201d, o p\u0103strez\u2026.<\/em><\/p>\n<p>Doar practic\u00e2nd pot s\u0103 reu\u0219esc s\u0103 m\u0103 repliez imediat, la orice semnal, chiar dac\u0103 am\u00a0gre\u0219it, chiar dac\u0103 piciorul mi-a alunecat&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Nu \u00eemi doresc s\u0103 fiu perfect, <em>nu \u00eemi doresc nimic,<\/em> doar practic, indiferent&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Practic, mereu, nu renun\u021b chiar dac\u0103 nu corespunde cu ceea ce\u00a0consider\u0103 mintea-egoul meu corect, chiar dac\u0103 nu corespunde nici unui program \u0219tiut.<\/p>\n<p>Practic, indiferent dac\u0103 \u201cm\u0103 sup\u0103r\u201d pe c\u00e2te ceva, indiferent&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Nu a\u0219tept apreciere, nu a\u0219tept m\u00e2ng\u00e2iere, nu am nevoie de ele, doar practic, indiferent&#8230;<\/p>\n<p><em>Practica conduce\u00a0la t\u0103cerea interioar\u0103&#8230; nu vreau s\u0103 mai explic nimic, nu mai vreau nimic, indiferent&#8230; <\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>T\u0103cerea dinl\u0103untru&#8230; nevorbit\u0103 prin cuvinte, nici prin g\u00e2nduri, nici prin\u00a0gesturi, doar intri, te scufunzi \u00een marea t\u0103cere&#8230;<\/em><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Spirala practicii te conduce: doar s\u0103 te\u00a0la\u0219i purtat, doar s\u0103 te deschizi, doar s\u0103 practici, indiferent&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Programele se destram\u0103, \u00eencet \u0219i sigur. M\u0103 schimb, <em>f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 reconturez\/reconstruiesc nimic<\/em>, f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 consider nimic, f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 analizez, f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 etichetez.<\/p>\n<p>Dupa sesiunea de practic\u0103, nu mai simt nevoia s\u0103 vorbesc, doar prelungesc a\u021ba de la practic\u0103 mai departe, \u00een tot ce fac, \u00een toat\u0103 via\u021ba ,,mea&#8221;.<\/p>\n<p>\u00cent\u00e2lnesc o prieten\u0103 veche, dar nu mai func\u021bionez pe vechiul program,\u00a0nu spun nimic de complezen\u021b\u0103, nu readuc amintirile, nu readuc\u00a0trecutul, nu fac proiec\u021bii. Sunt atent\u0103 la ce simt,\u00a0la ce e nevoie s\u0103 spun, dac\u0103\u00a0mai e nevoie s\u0103 spun ceva.<\/p>\n<p>Aplic mereu, mereu, ce \u00eenv\u0103\u021b la sal\u0103&#8230; doar practic pentru a putea aplica, doar\u00a0practic indiferent&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Vin la curs iar \u0219i iar,\u00a0\u00cenv\u0103\u021b\u0103turile p\u0103trund \u0219i mai profund pentru c\u0103 practica a sub\u021biat straturile&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Separarea\u00a0dintre practic\u0103\u00a0\u0219i via\u021b\u0103\u00a0dispare&#8230; doar s\u0103 practic, indiferent&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Merg \u00eenainte, m\u0103 las, m\u0103 ofer, m\u0103 abandonez, indiferent&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Mihaela P.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Mergi \u00eenainte, mergi pe Cale, indiferent\u2026 \u00a0 &nbsp; Maestrul exist\u0103, \u0218coala exist\u0103, avem tot ce este necesar pentru a evolua, doar s\u0103 vrem, doar s\u0103 practic\u0103m, indiferent&#8230; &nbsp; Doar s\u0103 practic\u0103m &#8230; De ce e important s\u0103 practic\u0103m, mereu, constant, am spus noi la curs &#8230; de aceea e bine s\u0103 venim \u0219i la curs [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[7,8],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/lila-spirit.ro\/wp\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3068"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/lila-spirit.ro\/wp\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/lila-spirit.ro\/wp\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/lila-spirit.ro\/wp\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/lila-spirit.ro\/wp\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=3068"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/lila-spirit.ro\/wp\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3068\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3069,"href":"https:\/\/lila-spirit.ro\/wp\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3068\/revisions\/3069"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/lila-spirit.ro\/wp\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=3068"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/lila-spirit.ro\/wp\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=3068"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/lila-spirit.ro\/wp\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=3068"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}