{"id":3379,"date":"2017-11-13T17:28:00","date_gmt":"2017-11-13T15:28:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/lila-spirit.ro\/wp\/?p=3379"},"modified":"2017-11-14T11:04:56","modified_gmt":"2017-11-14T09:04:56","slug":"maki","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/lila-spirit.ro\/wp\/?p=3379","title":{"rendered":"Indra: Maki… \u0219i noi"},"content":{"rendered":"

Maki\u2026<\/strong><\/p>\n

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Maki a murit, pisoiul meu cel frumos, cel minunat, cel perfect\u2026 Cel pe care l-am \u021binut \u00een bra\u021be \u2013 at\u00e2\u021bia ani, cel care m-a bucurat de at\u00e2tea ori, c\u00e2nd m\u0103 \u00eentorceam acas\u0103 trist\u0103, de la serviciu, de prin drumurile mele omene\u0219ti sterpe \u0219i seci\u2026, mereu Maiki era acolo, cu c\u0103ldura lui, cu moliciunea \u0219i torsul lui, a\u0219tept\u00e2ndu-m\u0103 – ca s\u0103 \u00eel m\u00e2ng\u00e2i, ca s\u0103 mai petrecem \u00eempreun\u0103 \u00eenc\u0103 o sear\u0103\u2026<\/p>\n

\u00cempreun\u0103\u2026<\/p>\n

\u00cenc\u0103 o sear\u0103\u2026<\/p>\n

Mereu credem c\u0103 mai avem timp. Mereu avem alte lucruri mai importante de f\u0103cut: de mers la serviciu, de pl\u0103tit ratele, de vorbit cu nu \u0219tiu cine, de salvat aparen\u021bele, imaginea mea care trebuie mereu salvat\u0103 \u0219i \u00eembun\u0103t\u0103\u021bit\u0103\u2026, apoi trebuie s\u0103 \u00eemi cump\u0103r o ma\u0219in\u0103, nu mai merge a\u0219a, f\u0103r\u0103. Apoi trebuie s\u0103 repar acoperi\u0219ul. Apoi trebuie s\u0103 merg \u00een concediu.<\/p>\n

N-am timp de un pisoi. Un pisoi e doar un pisoi, p\u00e2n\u0103 la urm\u0103.<\/p>\n

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\u0218i, desigur, trebuie mereu – s\u0103 vorbesc, s\u0103 vorbesc, s\u0103 vorbesc\u2026 Ori asta \u00eemi ia timp!
\nMaki poate s\u0103 a\u0219tepte: \u0219i, de fapt, el va fi mereu acolo, a\u0219tept\u00e2ndu-m\u0103. Avem timp, alt\u0103dat\u0103, poate poim\u00e2ine, poate la sf\u00e2r\u0219itul s\u0103pt\u0103m\u00e2nii, vom sta pu\u021bin \u00eempreun\u0103. Acum am ceva de f\u0103cut. Ceva important.<\/p>\n

Maki m\u0103 a\u0219tept\u0103, el este oricum acolo \u0219i nu are nimic de f\u0103cut.<\/p>\n

Iar mie mi se cuvine asta, s\u0103 stea \u0219i s\u0103 m\u0103 a\u0219tepte.<\/p>\n

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Ieri Maki s-a hot\u0103r\u00e2t s\u0103 plece: probabil s-a s\u0103turat s\u0103 mi se tot frece de picioare \u0219i eu s\u0103 nu-l bag \u00een seam\u0103, \u201clas\u0103-m\u0103 acum, am treab\u0103, m\u0103 \u00eencurci!\u201d<\/p>\n

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Acum tac \u0219i pl\u00e2ng: Maki, am irosit timpul, am irosit zilele, serile, c\u0103ldura, iubirea\u2026 Nu mai pot vorbi nimic acum, Maki\u2026, s-au dus vorbele…
\nCum s\u0103 repar asta, cum s\u0103 ajung la tine?! Unde e\u0219ti? Nu te mai v\u0103d\u2026 A\u0219 avea at\u00e2tea s\u0103-\u021bi spun\u2026, toate cele pe care nu \u021bi le-am spus\u2026, nu am g\u0103sit suficient timp -s\u0103 te simt, s\u0103-\u021bi spun c\u0103 te iubesc\u2026 Te iubesc, Maki! M\u0103 po\u021bi auzi??
\nDar oare c\u00e2t o s\u0103 m\u0103 \u021bin\u0103 asta?!<\/p>\n

M\u00e2ine am de mers la serviciu, trebuie s\u0103 fac lucrarea asta important\u0103, e un proiect urgent\u2026, se a\u0219teapt\u0103 rezultate!
\nTaca taca taca taca.<\/p>\n

Uit\u2026<\/p>\n

Uit?<\/p>\n

A\u0219a fac mereu: am timp! Mai las \u0219i practica ni\u0219te ani\u2026, poate la pensie, atunci am s\u0103 fiu mai liber. P\u00e2n\u0103 atunci \u2013 m\u0103 a\u0219teapt\u0103 ea. Are r\u0103bdare practica, au r\u0103bdare, \u00cenv\u0103\u021b\u0103turile, doar a\u0219teapt\u0103 de mii de ani, pot s\u0103 mai a\u0219tepte pu\u021bin!<\/p>\n

\u0218i, de fapt, mi se cuvine asta, s\u0103 m\u0103 a\u0219tepte: PE MINE!<\/p>\n

Las empatia, compasiunea, pentru mai t\u00e2rziu. \u0218i ceilal\u021bi pot s\u0103 a\u0219tepte, acum am de f\u0103cut un proiect. Apoi trebuie s\u0103 m\u0103n\u00e2nc, ceva s\u0103n\u0103tos. Iar mai t\u00e2rziu m\u0103 uit la un film. E timpul meu liber, fac ce vreau cu el.<\/p>\n

S\u0103 a\u0219tepte, ceilal\u021bi, cu nevoile lor cu tot! Compasiunea – s\u0103 a\u0219tepte \u0219i ea!<\/p>\n

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\u201cTo\u021bi murim, ce at\u00e2tea…\u201d: am auzit-o \u0219i pe asta, o fraz\u0103 dur\u0103, rece, t\u0103ioas\u0103\u2026 Dar cu penibile preten\u021bii spirituale, \u201c\u0219tiu eu asta, to\u021bi murim! V\u0103 spun eu!\u201d<\/p>\n

A\u0219a este, to\u021bi murim. Dar p\u00e2n\u0103 atunci\u2026 hei, ce facem??!!<\/p>\n

P\u0103i mergem la serviciu, p\u0103i m\u00e2nc\u0103m, p\u0103i ne mai dorim c\u00e2te ceva, apoi lupt\u0103m ca s\u0103 ob\u021binem acel ceva, p\u0103i adun, tot felul de chestii, \u201cs\u0103 am\u201d. Repar acoperi\u0219ul, merg \u00een concediu.<\/p>\n

Maki poate s\u0103 a\u0219tepte. Ceilal\u021bi \u2013 pot \u0219i ei s\u0103 a\u0219tepte, compasiunea poate s\u0103 a\u0219tepte, la fel \u2013 \u00een\u021belegerea, iubirea, comunicarea, sim\u021birea\u2026, a-\u021bi ar\u0103ta dragul pentru al\u021bii, a-l \u021bine \u00een bra\u021be pe Maki, a-l asculta cum toarce…<\/p>\n

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Pot s\u0103 a\u0219tepte, toate astea. Sunt o persoan\u0103 important\u0103. Nu am timp pentru fleacuri.<\/p>\n

Nu am timp pentru \u00cenv\u0103\u021b\u0103turi: poate la pensie.<\/p>\n

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Fleacuri?!<\/p>\n

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Nu, nu avem timp! E doar o ve\u0219nic\u0103 p\u0103c\u0103leal\u0103! Nu ne a\u0219tept\u0103, nici Maki, nici ceilal\u021bi, nici \u00cenv\u0103\u021b\u0103turile…<\/p>\n

Te iubesc, Maki…<\/p>\n

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\u0218i culmea este c\u0103 Maki nu era pisoiul \u201cmeu\u201d\u2026 (ci a lui Carmen, o \u0219ti\u021bi unii dintre voi \u2013 din tabere sau de la Suceava\u2026)<\/p>\n

De ce am scris at\u00e2t de \u201cpersonal\u201d? Pentru c\u0103 este, foarte personal\u2026<\/p>\n

Totul \u2013 este foarte personal\u2026<\/p>\n

Suntem to\u021bi \u2013 Una, mai \u0219ti\u021bi? Durerea \u2013 este aceea\u0219i, Maki este \u00een noi to\u021bi\u2026 Vom ajunge s\u0103 sim\u021bim asta\u2026 c\u00e2ndva, dup\u0103 practic\u0103 mai mult\u0103, dup\u0103 ce ne mai rafin\u0103m percep\u021biile, dup\u0103 ce mai cad zidurile\u2026 Dup\u0103 ce mai \u00eenv\u0103\u021b\u0103m \u2013 s\u0103 ne pese\u2026<\/p>\n

Dar iat\u0103 c\u0103 se poate asta, Maki a fost \u0219i al vostru, al unora\u2026, m\u0103car pentru c\u00e2teva momente, m\u0103car pentru o sear\u0103\u2026<\/p>\n

Maki a reu\u0219it s\u0103 deschid\u0103 c\u00e2teva inimi! Ceea ce nu au reu\u0219it s\u0103 o fac\u0103 textele mele abstracte\u2026 despre inimi!<\/p>\n

Corectam un text mai vechi, exact despre asta, despre \u201cdeschiderea inimii\u201d, s\u0103-l pun \u00eentr-o carte viitoare: vorbe, vorbe, vorbe, vorbe\u2026 Dar a ap\u0103rut Maki: s\u0103 fie, iar\u0103\u0219i, un mic miracol?! Sau, poate c\u0103 – \u201cmiracolul\u201d se afl\u0103 exact \u00een acele inimi, ale voastre, de unde poate, din c\u00e2nd \u00een c\u00e2nd, \u201c\u00eenflori\u201d?!<\/p>\n

Doar s\u0103 \u00eel las\u2026<\/p>\n

Doar s\u0103 am timp, pentru \u00eenflorire\u2026<\/p>\n

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De ce am scris at\u00e2t de personal?<\/p>\n

Universul ne vorbe\u0219te mereu, prin orice\u2026 Ieri mie mi-a soptit asta, haide, scrie despre Maki \u201cal t\u0103u\u201d\u2026, scrie despre cum se vede de la tine, scrie despre toate inimile \u00eempietrite, care nu mai au timp s\u0103 iubeasc\u0103, s\u0103 vad\u0103, s\u0103 simt\u0103\u2026<\/p>\n

Care nu mai au timp \u2013 s\u0103 tr\u0103iasc\u0103, ar spune Delia\u2026<\/p>\n

Care irosesc vie\u021bi \u00eentregi – ar spune Mihaela\u2026<\/p>\n

Care sunt oarbe, nu v\u0103d nimic \u00een jur \u2013 ar spune Nona\u2026<\/p>\n

Am de mers la serviciu\u2026, am de\u2026, trebuie s\u0103\u2026, acum nu pot\u2026<\/p>\n

Dar \u0219i p\u00e2n\u0103 la serviciu, o po\u021bi \u201cvedea\u201d pe b\u0103tr\u00e2na \u0219tirb\u0103 care caut\u0103 prin gunoaie, dar care \u00ee\u021bi z\u00e2mbe\u0219te, a\u0219a, f\u0103r\u0103 din\u021bi (f\u0103r\u0103 din\u021bii cei mai albi, \u201cdin\u021bii Colgate\u201d\u2026), pe femeia care m\u0103tur\u0103 frunzele, av\u00e2nd grij\u0103 de strada \u201cta\u201d, \u0219i care se f\u00e2st\u00e2ce\u0219te \u0219i nu \u0219tie dac\u0103 se cade s\u0103 \u00ee\u021bi r\u0103spund\u0103 la acel \u201cbun\u0103 diminea\u021ba\u201d, tu e\u0219ti un domn\u2026, oare ce po\u021bi s\u0103 vrei tu, de la ea?! Po\u021bi vedea pisicul f\u0103r\u0103 coad\u0103, care a fost accidentat r\u0103u \u0219i pe care l-a dus, un om binevoitor la doctor, \u0219i i-a retezat coada, cu plexuri nervoase cu tot, dar pisicul tr\u0103ie\u0219te \u0219i e \u021ban\u021bo\u0219 \u0219i vorb\u0103re\u021b, st\u0103p\u00e2nul str\u0103zii\u2026 Da, mai sunt oameni binevoitori…<\/p>\n

Vezi astea?! Sunt, cu siguran\u021b\u0103, \u0219i pe strada ta\u2026<\/p>\n

\u0218i sunt ale noastre, ale tuturor! Noi suntem asta, noi suntem\u2026 tot! \u0218i durerea, \u0219i bucuria, \u0219i r\u00e2setele, \u0219i lacrimile\u2026<\/em><\/p>\n

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Las\u0103-m\u0103, nu am acum timp de toate prostiile astea, \u201cdeschidere, empatie, lacrimi, sim\u021bire\u201d\u2026 M\u0103\u00a0 la\u0219i?! M\u0103 gr\u0103besc acum, \u0219i nici m\u0103car nu este vorba despre mine \u00een toat\u0103 povestea asta\u2026<\/p>\n

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Ba da.<\/p>\n

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Maki a deschis c\u00e2teva inimi, chiar dac\u0103 numai pentru c\u00e2teva clipe\u2026 Mai este ceva speran\u021b\u0103, a\u0219a-i, Maki drag\u0103?<\/p>\n

\u00cenc\u0103 nu am uitat s\u0103 pl\u00e2ngem\u2026, ce bine\u2026<\/p>\n

Drum bun, Maki, \u00een drumurile tale\u2026 Mul\u021bumesc, Maki\u2026, te iubesc, Maki\u2026<\/p>\n

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