\u201cPre\u021bioasa rena\u0219tere uman\u0103\u201d, a\u0219a ne\nspun \u00cenv\u0103\u021b\u0103turile. PRE\u021aIOASA NA\u0218TERE UMAN\u0102. Ca orice lucru pre\u021bios, trebuie\n\u00eengrijit, respectat, raportat la el cu smerenie \u0219i responsbilitate. Nu prea fac\n(facem?) nimic din toate astea. Cum ne petrecem vie\u021bile, \u201cpre\u021bioasa via\u021b\u0103 uman\u0103\u201d? Din prima\nclip\u0103 \u00eencepem s\u0103 adun\u0103m. Pornim cu adunatul juc\u0103riilor, apoi al notelor bune,\nal premiilor \u0219i al coroni\u021belor, diplome la olimpiade, deja \u00eencep s\u0103-mi conturez\ncine sunt, nu-i a\u0219a? Sunt printre cei \u201cbuni\u201d, printre \u201cpremian\u021bi\u201d. Continui cu\nadunatul, sunt abia la \u00eenceput. Adun diplome, prieteni, apoi rela\u021bii, func\u021bii,\nurmeaz\u0103 bunurile \u0219i aici \u00eencepe un adev\u0103rat delir: haine, obiecte, ma\u0219ini,\ncase, acum \u00eemi trebuie c\u0103l\u0103torii, aaa, da, sigur, pas\u0103rea \u00een colivie, pe\u0219tele\n\u00een acvariu, c\u00e2inele, pisica. S\u0103 nu uit de achizi\u021bia poli\u021bei de asigurare pentru\ntoate bunurile \u201cmele\u201d, re\u00eennoibil\u0103 anual, desigur. Adun \u0219i familie, adun\nvizite, adun discu\u021bii, mult\u0103 vorb\u0103rie, adun p\u0103reri, opinii, principii, reguli\nmorale, adun nenum\u0103rate \u201ctrebuie s\u0103\u201d-uri. Adun cuno\u0219tin\u021be, c\u00e2t mai multe\ncuno\u0219tin\u021be, acest nesa\u021b f\u0103r\u0103 de sf\u00e2r\u0219it al min\u021bii care adun\u0103 \u0219i tot adun\u0103, \u00een\n\u00eencercarea, de\u0219art\u0103 de altfel, de a \u00een\u021belege, de a \u0219ti \u2013 \u0219i, deci, de a controla.\nMai nou, adun\u0103m \u0219i cursuri de dezvoltare personal\u0103, seminarii de dou\u0103 zile care\npromit \u201ctrezirea \u00een\u021belepciunii interioare\u201d \u0219i gata… acum sunt \u0219i un \u201cc\u0103ut\u0103tor\u201d.\nMintea se uit\u0103 hr\u0103p\u0103rea\u021b\u0103 \u00een st\u00e2nga \u0219i-n dreapta: ce-ar mai fi de adunat, c\u0103ci\n\u00eenc\u0103 nu-i destul. Doar am o singur\u0103 via\u021b\u0103 \u0219i ea trebuie tr\u0103it\u0103 din plin. Adun\n\u0219i senza\u021bii, mai tari sau mai pu\u021bin tari, adun laude, adun a\u0219a zise iubiri,\nadun aten\u021bia celorlal\u021bi, adun chiar \u0219i \u201cfapte bune\u201d…; adun orice se poate. Dorin\u021be,\ndorin\u021be, mereu, necontenit, de la prima respira\u021bie \u0219i p\u00e2n\u0103 la ultima, tot\ndorin\u021be.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cDe-ar fi s\u0103 plou\u0103 cu aur \u0219i\nsetea tot nu \u021bi-ar fi potolit\u0103. \u201cNu tr\u0103i \u00een lume, \u00een\ndel\u0103sare \u0219i vise false<\/strong>, \u00een afara\nLegii.\u201d<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n \u201cAcum\ne\u0219ti precum o frunz\u0103 ve\u0219ted\u0103. Mesagerii mor\u021bii sunt foarte aproape. Vei\nc\u0103l\u0103tori foarte departe. \u00cens\u0103 ce vei lua\ncu tine?\u201d <\/strong><\/em> Este cert\nc\u0103 vom muri. Mai t\u00e2rziu sau mai cur\u00e2nd. Nu \u0219tim. Dar atunci c\u00e2nd se va \u00eent\u00e2mpla,\ndin trupul \u0103sta pe care \u00eel \u00eengrijim at\u00e2ta \u0219i pe care \u00eel credem \u201ceu\u201d, nu va mai\nr\u0103m\u00e2ne dec\u00e2t \u021b\u0103r\u00e2n\u0103. La fel se va \u00eent\u00e2mpla cu toate cele adunate cu at\u00e2ta\nl\u0103comie \u0219i cu pre\u021bul vie\u021bii acesteia. Toate p\u0103rerile \u0219i opiniile ferme \u2013 pentru\ncare am s\u0103rit la g\u00e2tul multora, convingerile \u201cmele\u201d, pl\u0103cerile, senza\u021biile, a\u0219a\nzisele achizi\u021bii de orice fel… vor fi fiind nici m\u0103car c\u00e2t un fuior de fum. \u201cPentru c\u0103 imediat ce corpul este lep\u0103dat,\natunci ce mai poate el sim\u021bi? Un bu\u0219tean inert care zace la p\u0103m\u00e2nt, ce mai\npoate el cunoa\u0219te ?\u201d<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n \u201cExist\u0103\npl\u0103cere. \u0218i exist\u0103 beatitudine. Uit\u0103 de prima, pentru a o avea pe a doua.\u201d<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n Ce-i de f\u0103cut \u00een atare\nsitua\u021bie ? Raspunsurile sunt clare, limpezi, \u00een \u00cenv\u0103\u021b\u0103turi: \u201c\u00cen\u021belege c\u0103 acest trup este doar spuma unui\nval, umbra unei umbre. Smulge floarea\ndorin\u021belor \u0219<\/strong>i apoi, complet nev\u0103zut, fugi de regele mor\u021bii. \u0218i continu\u0103 s\u0103 mergi<\/strong>.\u201d<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n \u201cAbandoneaz\u0103\nziua de ieri, dar \u0219i pe cea de m\u00e2ine \u0219i chiar \u0219i pe cea de ast\u0103zi. Cu mintea\ncomplet eliberat\u0103, traverseaz\u0103 pe malul cel\u0103lalt, aflat dincolo de via\u021b\u0103 \u0219i de\nmoarte.\u201d<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n P\u00e2n\u0103 la a traversa pe malul\ncel\u0103lalt, s\u0103 ne str\u0103duim s\u0103 facem pa\u0219ii mici de \u00eenceput. S\u0103 renun\u021b\u0103m la c\u00e2te\nunele \u0219i altele din vie\u021bile noastre. S\u0103 d\u0103m din haine, pantofi, gen\u021bi, s\u0103\nfolosim cu mai mult\u0103 grij\u0103 zecile de produse pe care le tot cump\u0103r\u0103m, s\u0103\nobserv\u0103m b\u0103tr\u00e2nica de la col\u021bul str\u0103zii \u0219i c\u0103reia i-ar prinde bine aproape\norice, s\u0103 mai r\u0103rim concediile exotice, s\u0103 renun\u021b la a mai aduna laude \u0219i lauri\nde tot felul, s\u0103 \u00eencetez a mai c\u0103uta aprobarea celorlal\u021bi, s\u0103 m\u0103 opresc din a\navea dreptate, s\u0103 nu mai alerg prin tot felul de locuri, s\u0103 nu mai str\u00e2ng\nrela\u021bii, \u201cprietenii\u201d \u0219i \u201clike-uri\u201d pe facebook… \u0219i lista continu\u0103 mult.<\/p>\n\n\n\n S\u0103 m\u0103 opresc un pic din\nacest iure\u0219 nebun, s\u0103 m\u0103 observ, s\u0103 fac un pic de loc \u0219i s\u0103 dau r\u0103gaz min\u021bii s\u0103\nse lini\u0219teasca un pic. M\u0103car s\u0103 observ dorin\u021ba c\u00e2nd apare. Poate c\u0103 nu voi\nputea \u201cs\u0103 nu spun nimic\u201d, dar m\u0103car s-o observ. S\u0103 caut motiva\u021biile fiec\u0103rei\ninten\u021bii de a reporni iure\u0219ul.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Primele lucruri mici legate\nde renun\u021bare se pot face \u201ccu for\u021ba\u201d. Este un instrument, un mijloc grozav.\nUite, \u201ceu\u201d nu sunt \u00een stare de bun\u0103voie s\u0103 fac sau s\u0103 nu fac un anume gest \u0219i\natunci m\u0103 abandonez \u201cf\u0103cutului cu for\u021ba\u201d. Apoi descoperi c\u0103 se poate, c\u0103 exist\u0103\nvia\u021b\u0103 dup\u0103 ceea ce numim acum \u201crenun\u021bare\u201d, c\u0103 se face pu\u021bin loc, se aerise\u0219te,\nstai cuminte pe fundul t\u0103u (scuza\u021bi, dar chiar a\u0219a se simte) \u0219i sim\u021bi oarecare\nlibertate \u0219i energie disponibil\u0103… pe care s-o direc\u021bionezi cu drag spre calea\nspiritual\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Despre \u201ccurajul de a fi\naltfel\u201d mi-e greu s\u0103 scriu, c\u0103ci nu l-am prea avut. Absen\u021ba curajului las\u0103\nlocul fricii. Frica de un trai \u00een lipsuri, frica de a nu corespunde, frica de a\ngre\u0219i, frica de a nu \u00een\u021belege, de a nu \u201c\u0219ti\u201d, frica de singur\u0103tate, frica de a\nnu fi iubit\u0103… frica de a ie\u0219i din zona de confort. Frici peste frici, de nici\nnu mai \u0219tii care pe unde \u0219i de unde s\u0103 apuci. Drept pentru care cel mai la\n\u00eendem\u00e2n\u0103 pare s\u0103 fie s\u0103 retezi r\u0103d\u0103cina: care \u201ceu\u201d ? cui \u00eei e fric\u0103? <\/p>\n\n\n\n Iar\u0103 \u0219i iar\u0103, niciodat\u0103 destul \u0219i at\u00e2t c\u00e2t pot \/ simt acum: mul\u021bumesc, Maestr\u0103 Indra (Iulian dixit).<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" \u201cPre\u021bioasa rena\u0219tere uman\u0103\u201d, a\u0219a ne spun \u00cenv\u0103\u021b\u0103turile. PRE\u021aIOASA NA\u0218TERE UMAN\u0102. Ca orice lucru pre\u021bios, trebuie \u00eengrijit, respectat, raportat la el cu smerenie \u0219i responsbilitate. Nu prea fac (facem?) nimic din toate astea. Cum ne petrecem vie\u021bile, \u201cpre\u021bioasa via\u021b\u0103 uman\u0103\u201d? Din prima clip\u0103 \u00eencepem s\u0103 adun\u0103m. Pornim cu adunatul juc\u0103riilor, apoi al notelor bune, al premiilor […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[7,8],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/lila-spirit.ro\/wp\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3546"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/lila-spirit.ro\/wp\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/lila-spirit.ro\/wp\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/lila-spirit.ro\/wp\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/lila-spirit.ro\/wp\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=3546"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/lila-spirit.ro\/wp\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3546\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3547,"href":"https:\/\/lila-spirit.ro\/wp\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3546\/revisions\/3547"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/lila-spirit.ro\/wp\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=3546"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/lila-spirit.ro\/wp\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=3546"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/lila-spirit.ro\/wp\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=3546"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}
\nDorin\u021ba este de nesatisf\u0103cut<\/strong> sau se\nsaf\u00e2r\u0219e\u0219te \u00een lacrimi chiar \u0219i \u00een rai.\u201d <\/em>A\u0219adar ne consum\u0103m\n\u201cpre\u021bioasa via\u021b\u0103 uman\u0103\u201d \u00een iluzii \u0219i nerozii. Tot adunatul acesta \u0219i mai apoi\np\u0103zitul celor adunate, inclusiv a puternicei imagini de sine, ne consum\u0103 timpul\nsi energia vie\u021bii pre\u021bioase. Nu mai r\u0103m\u00e2ne loc pentru nimic. Suntem prizonieri\n\u00een colivia de lux pe care ne-am confec\u021bionat-o cu at\u00e2ta migal\u0103 \u0219i ardoare. Dac\u0103\nam pune m\u0103car o parte din tot acest efort de care suntem evident capabili, \u00een\nmunca de a descoperi Calea, c\u00e2t de bine ar fi\u2026 Iar mintea ne este plin\u0103 p\u00e2n\u0103 la\nrefuz cu g\u00e2ndurile meschine, egotice \u0219i mereu acelea\u0219i, preocupate de \u201ceu, mie,\na meu\u201d. Unde s\u0103 \u00eencap\u0103 \u00cenv\u0103\u021b\u0103turile?!\u201cProstul\n\u00ee\u0219i face singur probleme \u2013 \u0219i g\u00e2nde\u0219te: \u201cace\u0219tia sunt copii mei, averile mele! Dar\ncum ar putea avea averi \u0219i copii, acela care nu este nici m\u0103car propriul lui\nst\u0103p\u00e2n?\u201d<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n